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Saturday, July 12

been played?!



if i were playing, would i have made it hard for myself and break up with you completely after your birthday when i could've saved the trouble at all!? do you think i would've baked you a cake?! would i have bought you gift and ended up comtemplating if they were inappropriate for friend and for leading you on and making your army life even harder!? do you think it wasn't painful at all to have to give up on you when i still have feelings (which i think you don't even think i have any for you) for you!? just so you'd open your heart to someone closer to home where you are!? you think it's easy to lie!? YOU DON'T KNOW ME!



you can't feel my pain? my agony?



my jealousy, thinking about the other girls who get the chance to be close to you instead!?



it was a significant mission in my life.

it was more heartbreaking than ever to see you smile at me for the last.



you couldn't tell that i still love you.



you.
the only you.

<3


when do you ever believe the best in me. you never believed in me. you never trusted me.

you never saw me as trustworthy.
you kept telling me to trust you that you'll never let me go. what happened?! you let go of my hand twice.

how is that trust going to be built again...


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